Friday, October 06, 2006

I wonder...

Do you ever feel disconnected?

How do you feel love?

What entices you to try new things?

Are you judgmental?

Do you expect too much?

Do I?

Can you keep a secret?

Are you pro-choice?

Who did you vote for?

How do you give back to your world?

Is that important to you?

Are you honest with yourself?

What inspires you?

Why do you fear what you fear?

Can I trust you?

Should I?

How do you reconnect?

Are you curious about who I am?

What drives you?

Are you diligently seeking what feeds your soul?

Are you gentle with yourself?

Will you be wreckless with me?

How do you handle critism?

Can we just be?

Do you care about what I say?

And how I feel?

And what I love?

And who I love?

Do you respect me?

Will you teach me how to let go?

Are you still learning?

Are you scared?

I am.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Do you ever feel disconnected?
Yes alot

How do you feel love?
I think I showed you today...

What entices you to try new things?
The need to learn...

Are you judgmental?
I can be.

Do you expect too much?
I think I am right now as I sit here lying in bed writing this and thinking of you.

Do I?
You only expect what is best for you...

Can you keep a secret?
Very well

Are you pro-choice?
Yes.

Who did you vote for?
I don't vote.

How do you give back to your world?
I could defenitely do much more.

Is that important to you?
It has become important to me since I've met you.

Are you honest with yourself?
I try to be but it's not always easy.

What inspires you?
People... good, bad, ugly, beautiful, brown, white... doesn't matter.

Why do you fear what you fear?
I'm scared to dissapppoint, not be good enough, nice enough, good looking enough, rich enough, understanding enough... what scares me even more is that I might be all those things to you...

Can I trust you?
Yes

Should I?
You're the only one who can answer that sweetie...

How do you reconnect?
I don't know, is what I'm doing working???

Are you curious about who I am?
I was able to find you blog and your livejournal on my own. I read every single post and was totally blown away and want to learn everything about you the good and the bad... so yes.

What drives you?
Having the beleif that all the hard work will pay off in the end.

Are you diligently seeking what feeds your soul?
Yes though at times it's a slow process but one I won't give up on.

Are you gentle with yourself?
No, I'm very hard with myself.

Will you be wreckless with me?
Sadly I think I have been though that was never my intent. I never want to do that again.

How do you handle critism?
Depends how it's presented and from who.

Can we just be?
I like to think we can

Do you care about what I say?
Yes, absolutely. it has helped me realize things I need to change and also understand who you are and where you come from.

And how I feel?
Yes, that's why I opened myself up to you.

And what I love?
Yes and I'd like to learn about more...

And who I love?
Not that I don't care but I'd rather not know... as long as you're happy that's all that counts to me.

Do you respect me?
100% though in the past it might not of seemed that way but it was never out of disrespect, more out of not knowing or understanding.

Will you teach me how to let go?
I am trying, I'm also learning this as I go along.

Are you still learning?
Yes and I'm not done.

Are you scared?
Terrified

I am.
I know... sorry.

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